Not Wanting to Drop

I had an appointment yesterday morning with Dr. Spooner since Dr. Watts is on vacation. Lorne and I waited TWO HOURS to see the doctor. After ten minutes the appointment was over. There has been no change and she still hasn't dropped all the way down. I was so frustrated and discouraged! I am trying so hard to be patient and let nature take its course. My next appointment is scheduled for next Thursday which seems forever away.

I'm so afraid that she won't be born by the 23rd and I'll have to be induced again. That will make me one day short of 41 weeks and that's the longest Dr. Watts wants me to carry her. That is the last thing that I want. I know that there is no way to know how another induction would go, and that's what worries me the most. I don't want to wait eight hours to hold this baby and eleven hours to nurse her. I don't want the fear that I've done something to put her health in danger. I want her enjoy her first few hours of life and not be afraid and scared.

I'm trying to stay active and go for walks. I went for two yesterday and Sawyer and I went to the park this morning. Let's hope that she will get in gear and drop soon.